"I
know. Been there, done that, as they say," Gene replied. "I finally
had enough, though, and left him again. That time it took. He begged; he
pleaded with me. He even threatened me, but I stood my ground. Eventually he
gave up and moved on."
"To
someone new he could… control?"
"I
don't know. I never tried to find out. All I cared about was that I was free of
him."
"I'll
never be free of Jared," Shawn whispered. "He'll be back. As soon as
I leave here, he'll come looking for me. He needs me."
Gene
wanted to shake him and say 'He doesn't need you. Not the way you want him to'.
It took all his willpower not to state that. "If it happens…" he said
instead, "if he does show up, you have to decide if you need him or if you
want a life that's not filled with fear of what will happen the next time he
doesn't approve of something you do or someone you know."
"I…guess."
Gene
squeezed Shawn's arm. "You know. You just have to face it."
"Will
you…? If I decide to…? Can you call Mr. Spitzer?"
"I
said I would."
"Thank
you." Shawn closed his eyes. "I think… I'm tired now."
Gene
chuckled. "I'm not surprised. Go to sleep. I'll call Max and let you know
in the morning what he said."
"Make
him say yes," Shawn murmured.
"I
don't think there'll be any problem with that."
"Go…od…"
* * * *
"What
about Jared?" Max said when Gene finished explaining why he'd called.
"No
one's seen him and so far he hasn't tried to contact Shawn, for what that's
worth."
"Do
you think he'll try to, if he figures out Shawn might have come back
here?"
"It's
possible. I know somewhere deep inside, Shawn's hoping he will."
"Damn
it! Hasn't the kid learned his lesson yet?" Gene could hear Max's angry
sigh over the phone.
"I'd
say he's working in that direction. Whether it takes is something else
again."
"I'll
tell you one thing," Max growled. "If the bastard shows up at the
garage, he'll wish to hell he hadn't." He tempered his tone, asking,
"Where's Shawn going to stay if he does come back? It can't be at the
motel. That's the first, or second, place Jared would look for him."
"I
agree. You don't happen to know of anyone who has a spare room to rent, do
you?"
"No
more than you probably do but I'll ask around. Push comes to shove he can stay
with me and the wife. We've got Donny's room which is vacant since he went off
to college. I don't think he'd mind if we let Shawn use it until he can find a
place of his own."
"That
would be perfect," Gene said enthusiastically. He knew Shawn would be safe
there. Hell, Max would probably shoot first and ask questions later if Jared so
much as set a foot on his property.
"Okay,
I'll talk to Linda and if she's all right with it—and Donny too. Shawn's got a
place to stay."
Love it! I’m hoping Shawn will remember his threat to Jared that if he hit again he’s gone.
ReplyDeleteUnfortunately, those that have been abused will say that in the 'heat of the moment', but change their minds when they see their abuser again. It takes a lot to make them follow through permanently.
DeleteI know Jared will be back. Let's hope Shawn can be strong.
ReplyDeleteI totally agree.
Deleterocky journey
ReplyDeleteOh, yeah.
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