"This gives me
a lot to think about."
"Is that good
or bad?" Duane asked.
"It's damned
confusing is what it is." Julyan pulled away so he could really look at
Duane. "I like you; I like you a lot, to be honest. But now that I know
Auden is your other half and not some stranger trying to come on to me for
whatever reason I…his doing that doesn't bother me as much as it did."
Duane snorted
softly. "So you're saying I'm in competition with myself for your
affections."
Julyan gave his
words serious thought before replying. "You have my affections, and
perhaps in time my love. That's yet to be determined and of course you might
not feel the same. But there is something about Auden, something which… Damn
it, this isn't fair to you and it is
you I care about. I told him that."
"Yeah, I know.
I was there lest you forget."
Suddenly Julyan's
eyes widened in shock when something occurred to him. "When you and I…when
we were making love…"
"Yes, he was
there. Oh, I wasn't conscious of him if that's what's got you worried, but I
knew he was there and he’ll remember it, just as I remember what he does when
he’s the one in charge."
"That's going
to put one big crimp in things. How can I go to bed with you again knowing he's
watching? Although…" Julyan shivered when he realized the idea excited as
well as appalled him.
"I wish we
could test the theory." Again Duane took Julyan in his arms, this time to
kiss him gently.
Julyan responded.
There was no way he couldn't, even though a small part of his mind was thinking
about the fact Auden was there too. He hadn't been lying; he did care for
Duane, now even more than he had before because Duane had trusted him enough to
reveal his secret. "We can test
the theory," he murmured when the kiss ended.
"But not right
now, I'm afraid," Duane replied with a smile. "I'm sure I have a
bunch of employees standing around outside the restaurant wondering where the
hell I am."
"Oh shit, is
it that late?" Julyan glanced at the clock beside the bed. "It is!"
He jumped out of bed, searching for his clothes. "Now's when it would be
nice if you were a wolf-shifter. You could teleport us there, or whatever it is
they do."
Duane laughed as he
headed to the bathroom. "Sorry, but that is not one of my talents."
Love it! Julyan is amazing. I hope the Duane and Auden gives him a chance. I love how you arranged the names btw. Lol clever
ReplyDeleteFigured that out, huh? -grinning-
DeleteGoing to take some time to adjust to this idea and reality... i do love the play with the name!!
ReplyDeleteIt will.
DeleteI had fun finding a pair of names that would work. *G*
JUlyan's mind goes in so many directions
ReplyDeleteIt sure is, poor guy.
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