"I become the
most barbarous and vicious of all animals," Duane replied. "Another
human being. In my case another man, one who is stronger and wilier than I'll
ever be."
"You don't
think much of us, do you?"
"Us? Meaning you think I'm not human?"
"Are you?"
Duane smiled just
slightly, seeing by his question that Julyan seemed to be accepting what he'd
been telling him. "I consider myself human, yes. Different, enhanced, for
lack of a better word, but still human in my heart and mind."
"And the man
you shift to?" Suddenly Julyan's eyes widened. "Auden. That's why…
The eyes… The times you've said almost the same things he has." He sprang
from the bed, backing away, fury in his expression. "You bastard! You…
you…"
"Son of a
bitch, fucking asshole, motherfucker? Stop me when I hit the right one."
"All of them.
Every damned one of them. You've been toying with me, trying to seduce me as
Auden while you were coming on to me as…as yourself. Trying to make me think
you cared for me."
"Julyan,"
Duane said softly, reaching out a hand to him, "I do care for you, more
than I'm sure you will ever believe. I wasn't toying with you."
"What the hell
do you call what you, what Auden was doing?" Julyan ignored his hand
although he didn't move any farther away.
"When I shift
and become Auden, well…he’s bolder than me. He's a man who sees what he wants
and does his best to take it. Id to my ego maybe, for lack of a better
description. He's also…"
"Also?"
Julyan asked when Duane stopped speaking.
"There are
other supernaturals. Not many. It's not like in the stories where there are as
many as there are humans, living side by side with humans without them knowing.
But they do exist and some of them are not nice creatures."
"So?"
"So Auden,
well, by extension both of us work for an agency formed to deal with them. It's
why he was up on your roof. I swear he had no idea you lived there the first
time you met him."
"Not true. You
said yourself you knew where I lived from my application."
Duane nodded. "I
would have, if I'd actually done more than glance at it. You know filling it
out was just a formality."
"You have an
answer for everything, don't you?"
"I've been
around long enough I've learned I need to."
Julyan inched
closer to the bed now, his fascination with what Duane had been telling him
overriding his anger. "How long?"
"Not thousands
of years, if that's what you're afraid of. A bare sixty years."
Julyan couldn't
help it. "You don't look a day over forty."
Duane clutched his
heart. "You wound me to the core."
"You're
addicted to that gesture."
"Yeah, I guess
I am." Duane studied Julyan then, trying to figure out exactly where he
stood with him now.
Oh the shit has hit the fan and got on everything...lol. Julyan will have to think on this chew the cud
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DeleteWow, Julyan has a lot to think about.
ReplyDeleteMore than he expected when he first got to know Duane.
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