Logan stopped in his tracks, then veered of towards a
pocket-park between two buildings. “Sit,” he said when they got to a bench. After
Faolán had, Logan
asked, “Why do you think he wants you gone?”
Faolán
told him the gist of his conversation with Brice. “So you see,” he ended, “he
wants me to return to the pack, not stay here.”
Logan rolled his eyes. “Faolán, damn. From the sound of it,
he was probing to see if that’s what you wanted to do. He’s the kind of man,
from what I’ve seen of him at least, who’s afraid to assume that someone might
really care about him. He’s probably scared you’re going to up and leave, and
has to come up with a reason you’d do so, so that he can justify it to himself.
Do you see what I’m saying?”
“That’s
stupid. I told him, and showed him, how much I care.”
“Unfortunately,
I’ve got a feeling he’s heard that before from other people. Sycophants who
want to be around him because…”
“Because
he keeps them in the life style they like,” Faolán growled. “Yeah, he told me
about that.”
“He
did? I guess I shouldn’t be surprised. Anyway, because of that, he might not be
ready to trust that you care about him.” Logan
held up a hand when Faolán started to protest. “Look at it this way. The two of
you have been through a lot together in the past few days, all of it revolving
around staying alive. You were thrown together and, to be quite honest, in
circumstances like that the need to really connect as a way to override the
fear is natural.”
Faolán
glared at Logan.
“So you’re saying I don’t care for him? That it was just a physical release—a
tension release?”
“No.
Not at all. I’ve seen you two together. I know there’s something between you. But
Brice might not be quite as certain as you and I are. And Faolán, he might not
even consciously realize he isn’t.”
“Oh
boy.” Faolán chewed his bottom lip. “I may have really fucked things up.”
“Then
un-fuck them.”
Faolán
jumped to his feet. “I’m going to try. Logan,
thanks.”
“Hey,
no problem.” Logan
shook his head with a muttered "Kids", as Faolán vanished from sight,
glad that no one was in the immediate vicinity at the moment to see him do that.
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