“This
is perfect,” Faolán declared as soon as he and Brice landed in the Woods. “Are
you going to join me when I run?”
“Oh
yeah.” Brice shifted almost before the words were out of his mouth.
Faolán
smiled as he watched the tawny wolf impatiently pace the glade. Then he joined
him, his deep gray and auburn fur contrasting with the brownish-orange and lighter
gray of Brice’s. He was smaller than Brice in this form but equally as muscular
and swifter—which they discovered when they began to run.
When
they reached one of the ponds they stopped to drink then lay down side by side,
the moon bathing them in cool light.
"There are times I wish I could stay like this
forever” Brice said. His thought
carried a wistfulness that touched Faolán.
"I understand perfectly," Faolán responded. "But
your dual nature would make that impossible. We’re meant to be both. If you
didn’t change you would soon forget that you were also human."
"Just as I forgot for so long that there was a
wolf within me. Logan
says that’s why my temperament was so erratic at times. Because it wanted out."
"I suspect so. But now you have the best of both
worlds, human and wolf."
Brice
nodded slowly. "Still, my human half
is pretty fucked up."
"Then change things. Stop letting what people
might think rule your life. You won’t be truly content until you do."
"Are you content?"
"As much as I can be, yes," Faolán replied. "I
have a lot to learn about finally being free to be me and out in the world, but
I’m not going to hide what I am." He chuckled low. "Well just like all of us, I’ll hide my
dual nature of course, but not the other."
"I think you’re right, it’s time for me to be
me. Hell, the tabloids can’t be any worse on me than they are already."
"Oh I suspect they can, from what I know of
them. But you might also find out that you have supporters. People who don’t
give a damn, and will stand behind you when that happens."
"Here’s hoping." Brice stood, stretched, took another long drink from
the pond and then shifted, saying, “I guess we should go back. It’s late.”
Faolán
shifted as well but stayed where he was, and turned onto his back to look up at
Brice. “You’re quite magnificent in either form.”
Brice
smiled unselfconsciously. “You’re not so bad yourself. In fact you’re quite
sexy. Especially lying there like that. It gives me ideas that I probably
shouldn’t be having.”
“Why?”
Faolán beckoned to him. “I’m having them so you might as well join me.”
Surprised,
but far from unhappy at his words, Brice knelt down beside him. Then he paused,
staring at Faolán suspiciously. “Is this where you suddenly vanish, leaving me
feeling like three kinds of fool?”
Rather
than reply with words Faolán gently tugged Brice down so he was close enough to
be kissed—which he proceeded to do with a great deal of enthusiasm.
“Damn,”
Brice gasped out when he could speak again.
“Was
that a good damn or a ‘what the hell do you think you’re doing’ one?”
“Definitely
a good one, an ‘I want more’ one in fact.”
“So
what’s stopping you?”
Brice
grinned as he leaned in to repeat the kiss. “Nothing. Not a damned thing.”
* * * *
“You
don’t hold anything back,” Brice said much later as he stroked Faolán’s
sweat-soaked hair.
Faolán’s
lips turned up in a cocky grin. “Should I have, for next time?”
“Umm,
no. I wasn’t complaining, just commenting.”
Faolán
nodded. His expression turned serious then, as he traced the line of Brice’s
jaw. “It was nice to…make love, instead of…the other.”
“That
is never going to happen again,” Brice replied emphatically. “Not to you, not
to me, not to any of the others he’s forced himself on.”
Faolán
smiled slightly. “What is that saying? Your words to God’s ears?”
“My
promise to you, God’s ears or not.” Brice cupped Faolán's face in his hands to
kiss him gently. Faolán sighed as he returned the kiss, which caused Brice to
pull away to look at him. “Don’t you believe me?”
“That
was a happy sigh, not a disbelieving one.” He looked past Brice to see the moon
low in the sky. “We should go back.”
“Much
as I wish we didn’t have to, I guess so.”
Seconds
later they were in the middle of Brice’s king-sized bed. Brice laughed when Faolán
told him that, all things considered, the bed was much more comfortable than
the ground, even though there had been a nice thick carpet of grass on it. He
wrapped his arms around his new lover and soon both of them were asleep.
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