"That was definitely
worth all the hell you've put me though," Helmut murmured against Linden's ear once the two
of them had regained some semblance of normality again.
"Me?" Linden bit his lip to
keep from grinning. "It was your fault it took so long."
"Excuse me?"
Helmut rested on one elbow now, looking down at him. "You were the one who
kept teasing and then withdrawing."
"I never—well all right
maybe a bit. Though you have to admit that the wait was worth it."
Helmut let a long pause ensue,
as if thinking about that. Then he smiled. "Definitely worth it." He
pressed a hearty kiss to Linden's
lips. "We'll have to do it again sometime."
"Sometime?" Linden frowned, pulling
away. "Like the next time I happen to be in the neighborhood and you're
horny?"
"Perhaps," Helmut
replied, not allowing any emotion to touch his features. Linden's words stung but he wasn’t about to
let the boy know that.
"Well screw you!" Linden sat up, glaring
down at Helmut. "They were right, everyone was right. You only use people,
you don't care about them, you just use them."
Helmut shrugged.
"That's what they say." He flinched when Linden's hand landed hard on his cheek.
"Apparently you believe them."
"I didn't want
to." A sob choked Linden's
voice.
"Then don't,"
Helmut told him softly, gathering him into his arms. "People aren't always
right."
Linden tried to pull away but Helmut was having none of
that. "I'm not the best man you'll ever meet, my boy, but I'm not the
worst either, nor nearly as bad as some people paint me. I'm not going to
promise an eternity with you, I will promise that until one or the other of us
decides to end this I'll remain faithful." He pressed a soft kiss to Linden's temple.
"That's the best I can do."
"That's the best I can
ask for," Linden
replied with a watery smile. "And I promise the same."
"Then we're good,
boy?" Helmut felt like a kid on a first date, wanting to know if there
would be a second one.
"On one
condition." When Helmut frowned, Linden
chuckled. "Stop calling me 'boy'."
"But to me, you are.
You're my boy."
Linden nodded. "Compromise. As an endearment, when you
feel like offering one, boy is acceptable, but day to day how about just
calling me Lin."
"I can handle
that—boy." Helmut grinned, his hand beginning to explore again.
Linden laughed, not stopping him. "But can you handle
me?"
"For damned sure going
to try."