"Damn it, hold still.
You were fantastic tonight. The critics will have nothing but rave reviews for
you." Ross grabbed Kirk's shoulders to keep him in place.
Kirk smiled weakly.
"It's not so much that as the party. You know how I am about them."
"Yeah, you glower and
hide in corners. Well not tonight. Tonight you're the star. Deal." Ross
shook him gently. "Just—pretend you're on stage again."
"I'd rather just go
home and fuck your brains out to celebrate."
Ross laughed. "Trust me
we're going to do that too, but not yet." After giving Kirk a kiss that
curled both their toes, Ross took his hand, tugging him gently toward the door.
An hour later Ross was
smiling indulgently from across the room as he watched Kirk fending off the
females. He wasn't quite as happy when he saw his lover whisper something to
Hildie and then glance at one of the doors leading out of the hotel ballroom.
It took Ross all of two seconds to cross the intervening space and put his arm
possessively around Kirk's waist.
"Looks like you lost
your fear of crowds," Ross murmured a bit caustically.
Kirk smirked. "I had to
do something to get you over here. You keep watching me from a distance like a
mother hen."
"I don't!"
"Yeah you do."
With a grin, Kirk turned to Hildie, saying, "It worked."
She winked, kissed his
cheek, and strolled away.
"You're an ass. You
know that don't you," Ross growled.
"But I'm your ass, so
quit grousing." Nodding towards the spread at the far end of the ballroom,
Kirk said, "Let's go get a drink and something to eat. I'm suddenly
starving."
"I'm with you on
that." Keeping his arm firmly around Kirk's waist, the two men headed in
that direction, stopping on and off so that someone or another could
congratulate Kirk on his performance. "You know," Ross said after
they reached to food-laden tables and were deciding what to eat, "we're
really damned lucky."
"How so?"
"I was just thinking
about Otis. There was no way he could have gone to that opening night party
with his Charles and acted the way we are tonight."
Kirk nodded. "Which is
sad."
"What's sad?" Chandler
asked as he joined them. "Not the food because it looks fantastic."
"No. We were just
talking about, umm, an article we'd read on how repressive it things were for
gays a hundred years ago, even in the theater. Being out was not an option
unless you were very famous, and even then you'd be putting your career at
risk."
"So I gather,"
Chandler said as he started filling his plate. "I remember seeing
something"—he frowned momentarily then his face cleared. "It was in
the library at the theater. There's a whole section about its history including
some handwritten personal remembrances. I looked at a few of those. There was
one, if I remember correctly, from an old man talking about his younger years
there and how his lover had run away rather than taking the chance that their
affair would come to light."
"Holy hell," Ross
murmured so softly only Kirk could have heard him. Kirk nodded, wondering the
same thing Ross was, if that old man had been Charles.